It has recently come to my attention that there might be people who feel targeted by the information I share, and I just want to clear the air completely in the off chance those who feel this way actually read this blog, which I have my doubts about, but if you’re here and this is you, I am sorry. I love you. Please talk to me in person sometime. Give me a chance. I won’t even try to convince you on this subject, I’ll just show you my heart and you’ll see the understanding and love there, I promise you will. I don’t judge you. I don’t look down on you. I have nothing but your best interest at heart. I absolutely respect and support your right to choose to vaccinate your children with any and all vaccines. I’m not trying to take that right away from anyone. I have full faith in God and his power to protect your children from vaccine injury, just like I’m trusting him to protect mine from any infection that would potentially harm them. I want you to be fully confident in your decision to vaccinate or not. I want you to have the freedom to make those decisions for your children.

I am targeting no one.

No, let me get it right. I am targeting everyone.

There may have been a time when I thought of certain people when I shared things and hoped they would see and possibly change their minds and stance on this controversial topic. I have been petty. I have been rude. The frustration and urgency I have felt have led me to do things I deeply regret.

But to be completely honest, we are waaaay past that now. This is so much bigger than us.

Now, I am throwing seeds indiscriminately. I share for those who are interested. I share for those who are unaware and are open to learning. I do not share opinion alone. I am sharing data, science, facts. Because staying silent is not an option. I hesitate in saying that God has called me to this because I don’t want him to be a crutch to absolve my sins, and the fumbles I’ve made that have hurt you. That wasn’t God. That was my human self, trying to find a balance of sharing information on a controversial subject that comes with an urgency and horror that is very difficult to share in a way free of passion. But God is calling me to this. He is teaching me a balance of passion with mercy, truth in love, urgency with patience. Please know that everything I say is only because I care.

I have some questions for you:

1. Do you want to have a say in whether your child is vaccinated or not?
2. Do you want your doctor to have a say in whether you qualify for an exemption if your child would be injured?
3. Do you want to have any leeway in which vaccines to get, and possibly skip one or several? The chicken pox vaccine comes to mind. It contains aborted fetal DNA and chicken pox itself is almost always mild. Or maybe the flu shot. A lot of years, the scientists themselves admit it doesn’t work, and it accounts for around 60% of compensated injuries every year. Or maybe the HPV vaccine. The injury rate is astronomical. I know of two mothers. One lost her daughter to a heart attack a few months after a perfect bill of health from her annual physical, but who died of a heart attack a few days after her 3rd dose of Gardasil–she has been compensated by vaccine court if you doubt that her 21 year old daughter wasn’t killed by that vaccine. The second mother I know of watched her son become paralyzed from the neck down after his 3rd dose of this same vaccine. Doctors clearly admitted it was caused by the vaccine, and the doctor who administered it now refuses to administer it to young boys now. After years of physical therapy, he was able to re-learn how to walk, but he never regained the strength in his arms and had to have a portable ventilator to help him breathe–iron lung, anyone?–and he felt he was so much of a burden on his family, he took his own life just this year. And that’s not even getting into the premature ovarian failure, the autoimmune diseases that sap previously vital young teens to former shadows of themselves, and the high rate of infertility following this vaccine. On top of the high rate of injury and the extreme crippling effect of it, cervical cancer is the most preventable cancer we know of. It is easily scraped off and can be completely prevented with regular pap smears. And on top of all of that, it’s an STD and some of us will raise our children to not sleep around before marriage so our risk for contracting any of the 100 strains, much less the 11 the vaccine protects against, is much lower than the general population. I can see wanting to skip that one for your 9 year old child. Or maybe any vaccine you feel your child had a bad reaction to, and you just don’t want to risk getting a booster because your child got sick from it.
4. Do you want transparency from the manufacturers? Do you want them to be held accountable?
5. Do you want to have third party testing instead of relying on vaccine manufacturers to do all the science?
6. Do you want to be perfectly confident in the vaccines you choose? Confident in their safety and efficacy?
7. Do you want to be rid of the bias surrounding this topic? To be free to make the best choices for your children in conjunction with your doctor and trusted sources of information?
8. Do you want to depolarize this conversation? Do you want your decision to come without judgment, from either side?
9. Do you want to end the discrimination against healthy children?
10. Do you as an adult feel that you’re healthy and doing pretty fine without getting caught up on the adult schedule? Would you like the freedom to choose what goes into your body?

If you answered yes to any of those questions, I am fighting for you. Yes, you. You and your children.

Parental rights are being quietly (and sometimes not so quietly) taken away. Virginia is right now passing an amendment to a law (going through in January) removing the need for parental consent for any and all vaccines. If you’re in an accident and your child is separated from you, the ER doctor will have full rights to vaccinate your child with any and all vaccines he deems necessary. Will they find out if your child has already had the vaccines he thinks are “life saving”? I don’t know. I’ve read the law, and it doesn’t mention a need for the doctor to do this. School nurses can administer the HPV vaccine without ever telling parents. Will they call your doctor’s office and make sure the child hasn’t already gotten it? Again, the law doesn’t specify the need for this. We already know what informed consent looks like for this vaccine: Do you WANT your daughter to get cervical cancer? Do you WANT your son to infect his future partners and make them get cervical cancer? This vaccine stops CANCER! Why wouldn’t you want it? The flu shot goes right along with this. If you want to skip it, and your child goes to school, you might not have that right anymore. State after state is removing exemptions for school, daycare, etc, and right after the exemptions are gone, more vaccines become mandatory. New York waited a grand total of 120 days between removing vaccine exemptions and mandating the HPV vaccine.

If you think this should be a decision between you and your doctor, California removed religious and philosophical exemptions in 2015 and then they removed medical exemptions this year. Yes, you read that right. Doctors no longer have any say in whether your child qualifies for an exemption to any vaccine. The health department (government) now decides that. And they don’t have to meet you or your child to make this decision. For example, Joshua Coleman’s son who was paralyzed from the waist down due to the DTaP vaccine and is confined to a wheelchair and whose neurologist informed them that the probability of him dying from another DTaP is quite high, does not qualify for an exemption under the new guidelines. His choices are to homeschool, move to a different state with no guarantee that these same laws won’t be passed in that state in the future, or risk his son’s life. Is that fair? Is it fair to override a doctor’s education on this issue? Aren’t they the ones we’re supposed to trust? If they can’t make this decision with us, why are they upheld as the only ones worthy of answering our questions?

If you would like transparency, accountability, third party testing, and the security that would come from large studies done by unbiased, outside groups that do not profit in any way from the results of these studies, please know that this is completely possible and has been very easily implemented with almost every other product we trust and use without fear. If you would like accountability, know that as of now, no one can sue the vaccine manufacturer. They have absolutely no incentive to make our vaccines safe. You might think they care about our children and have nothing but the purest motives, and you might be right. But do keep in mind that profit trumps almost everything in every other area when it comes to these companies. Even though these companies understand only one language, that being money, they never pay a dime for injury claims won and deaths compensated. That comes from a 75 cent tax on every vaccine sold and in order to win, one must fight the government (HHS). Winning is next to impossible, but even if you do, there is a limit set on the payment amount ($250,000) and the pharmaceutical company answers for nothing. But even with those impossible odds, they have paid over $4 billion as of 2019. When we simply trust the system and follow the status quo, we’re basically trusting the exact companies that produced tragedies like Vioxx (killing more people than the Vietnam war with their greed and disregard of human life) with the lives and health of our children. You might be okay with that, but I doubt it. Even someone ardently pro-vaxx has to have a problem with how this is set up, right? Please say yes. If the answer is no, please tell me why. I want to understand. I truly do.

Healthy People 2020 has a goal of increasing compliance for adults. Look it up. Try to read through it all without feeling a little prickle of fear for our future where medicine will be mandated and we won’t have a right to decide what goes into our bodies. And don’t forget that there are over 200 vaccines in the pipeline. Including one for the common cold. And please also keep in mind, that when it comes to this topic, common sense is absolutely nonexistent. It will never be enough. There is simply too much money to be made. Fear, ignorance and dollar signs rule the minds of those who are in charge of making our laws. The love of money is the root of all evil, and pharma spends twice as much money lobbying our legislators as oil and gas. If we allow this, what’s to stop them from mandating drugs for your “depressed” child? Or Ritalin for your “hyperactive” child? What about mandating chemotherapy and radiation to children with cancer? Even when that child has tested cancer free? What if protocol dictates 2-3 years of treatment regardless of cancer status and they have the right to medically kidnap your child and force the treatment through despite the fact that Germany and other places around the world are keeping children cancer-free without the chemo and radiation that poisons their little bodies? What if parents aren’t allowed to pursue other options anymore? This is already happening. No conspiracy theory here. Controlling what is put into our bodies, especially when that product has never had a decent safety trial, and no third party testing; if we allow this to go through, it will never be enough. It will not stop here. I don’t want to create fear, but these are the facts. God is bigger. I’m finding peace despite these circumstances and peace is right there for the asking. But I can’t ignore the truth. And I cannot stay silent.

Here is the adult vaccine schedule according to the CDC: https://www.cdc.gov/vaccines/schedules/hcp/imz/adult.html This includes an annual flu shot for the rest of your life, chicken pox vaccine (twice), the shingles vaccine (twice), the meningococcal every 5 years for the rest of your life, the DTaP every 10 years, 3 doses of the Hep B vaccine, and 2-3 doses of the HPV vaccine. Would you like to skip any of these? Well, you might want to roll your sleeve up…or maybe speak up? Join this fight with me. You won’t regret it! The peace and empowerment that come with taking a stand, speaking light on the darkness and truth over lies makes it all worth it. I’m not saying God calls us all. He left me in my happy little bubble of unawareness for a long time. I don’t regret those years of not being in this fight. But I don’t regret joining this fight either. I know it’s not for everyone, though. But at the very least, you can pray for those of us who are out here on the front lines fighting for you and your children. You can stand behind us in (silent) support. But at the absolute least, you can stop trying to silence us. You can realize that this isn’t a personal fight. It’s huge and dangerous and we’re risking a lot by being vocal. Sometimes, I wonder if it’s worth it. There’s no guarantee we will win. A lot of the time, I’m almost positive this is an impossible fight that we are sure to lose. But I have to answer to God…to my own conscience…to what I know is right, and for me, staying silent is wrong. So please…allow me to speak.

References and sources listed here: https://informed.health.blog/2020/01/01/references-for-my-why-post/